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#Shoftek!

In high school, I had a 1992 Mitsubishi Diamante. It had almost 300,000 miles and I had to add oil every week. We used to tow a boat with it which we were not supposed to. It was a front wheel drive and me an my brother used to sit on the hood to put some weight on the drive wheels. It pulled the boat without spinning the tires while the F150's used to spin their rear tires in the water. The motor was fried and my uncle and I helped my uncle and my dad to rebuild the engine. I do not claim that I am a mechanic because my role was to hand them the tools. I will also assume the same role with you and hand you the tools boss lady.

What bugs me about the people in that program that they are supposed to be christians. I know I was perceived as a threat but I never opened my mouth in the class. I didn't care if they shined and I didn't. One time they were annoyed because I was getting A's so I failed a test on purpose for their fragile egos. In my last year of training during the neurosurgery residency, my nick name was "Papa Bear". I used to teach instead of instruct. I ran the program differently from my predecessors. I was hoping to bring my knowledge here but I was silenced. It doesn't matter. I am not a con artist but just plan well.
Thank you for reminding me about these things.

Now the important part.
I want calm too. I don't want chaos. I don't think adventure and chaos are synonomous with one another. I think you would agree. You go for the horse races and this is not chaos, this is adventure. So calm and aventure can coexist peacefully when planned well. No surgeon or a person racing horses like chaos and we fall into that thought. I like how you balance things well. With all your responsibilities, you are extremely capable. Truly it is a rarity, one of a kind.

If you do not know what it takes to open up fully, then it is simple. I will just keep trying. I, however, have one request and this is me being volnurable. If I tried so hard, you will not give me a sideways look. So be gentle if and when I mess up.

The part that I have to ask you about, does it feel old to you? Is the newness wearing off? I know myself. I can never play the straight face game. I will just lose thinking about it. I would never sign up to lose a game so blatently obvious that I will. How can I say that the newness didn't wear out more directly? I can't even imagine how new will feel after I leave this area with you. For me, every time I have a chance to see you or talk with you, I feel that I am not inside these walls.

I meant what I said by winning the appeal. I hope you work the graduation ceramony tomorrow.

I had a dream last night and you were in it. It was craze and wild.

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